Запад клеветал и сам же верил,
И роскошно предавал Восток,
Юг мне воздух очень скупо мерял,
Усмехаясь из-за бойких строк.
Но стоял как на коленях клевер,
Влажный ветер пел в жемчужный рог,
Так мой старый друг, мой верный Север
Утешал меня, как только мог.
В душной изнывала я истоме,
Задыхалась в смраде и крови,
Не могла я больше в этом доме...
Вот когда железная Суоми
Молвила: "Ты все узнаешь, кроме
Радости. А ничего, живи!"
30 июня 1963 Комарово
The slandering West believed its own lies,
and the East was lavish with betrayal;
as it measured out air, the South was a miser,
and mocked me behind its witty statements.
But the sea wind sang through its pearly horn,
and there on its knees, the clover remained;
faithful it was, my old friend, the North,
and gave, as only it could, consolation.
I was longing away, and stifled, exhausted,
gasping, surrounded by blood and stink,
in a house I couldn't stand one instant more.
And then the iron figure of Finland
uttered its prayer: “You'll get to see it all,
except joy. So what. Life is the thing.”
30 June 1963 Komarovo
Anna Akhmatova is considered one of the most important Russian poets of the twentieth century. Her significance is also based on her role as the poet who experienced the fate and history of Saint-Petersburg-Petrograd-Leningrad as it unfolded during the twentieth century in all its tragedy and all its glory. Even during the harshest years of Soviet history when publication of her work was banned, she retained her reputation as a master stylist and a truly original poetic voice.
Akhmatova’s verse has been translated into all European languages. The poet she most admired was Pushkin. Her oeuvre encompasses the tradition of the Russian (and St.Petersburg) poetry of the twentieth century (the Golden Age), to which she added new imagery and unsurpassed new depth, earning her the reputation of queen of the so-called Silver Age.
She also absorbed currents from French poetry of the first two decades of the twentieth century and introduced them to Russia between the wars. The impact of her person and oeuvre during these decades is illustrated by the emergence of a whole group of young female poets who were called “podakhmatovkis”, e.g. those trying to compose verse like Anna the Great. Being a beautiful woman she enthralled the many talented men of her time, among them Amedeo Modigliani and Isaiah Berlin. Having spent the greater part of her life in the “Fountain House” in the center of Leningrad, she has become its legend and a symbol of the spirit of freedom that refused to bow before the horrors of the Stalinist age. Though many of her loved ones were sent to prisons and labor camps she refused to consider emigrating to the West. In the 1960s Akhmatova was granted the title of the Honorary Doctor by Oxford University and was given permission to go to England for the ceremony.
Polina Lisovskaya